Archive for June 8th, 2006

08
Jun

mood swing

if i’m one of the few who was bestowed the power to declare a day as ‘today sucks day!’ then, expect my signature at the end of the proclamation document. really, today sucks! i don’t know if it’s lethargy. or if i’m just too preoccupied with my deadline that i couldn’t appreciate the good that this day has to offer. worse is, i couldn’t blame it on my-lack-of-sleep-thus-i’m-in-a-foul-mood  defense because i did have a good night’s sleep the previous night.

well, the above passage was written hours ago. at midnight, the feeling is now that of sleepiness. in fact, i’m blogging to ward off the sleepiness creeping in. two, blogging gives me guilt feelings, thus i usually end up finishing my task. it works, enough for me to get my hands dirty again on a few passages.

apart from sleepiness, the ‘this-day-sucks!’ drama has totally left me. i don’t mean that’s i’m perfectly seeing the rest of the day with renewed enthusiasm. rather i’m saying that indeed a day can’t be that all bad. although, a good friend whom i texted to try to help me stay alert hasn’t made his presence felt yet. i’m totally cool as i know that even with my spur-of-the-moment late night messages, this person wouldn’t think ill of me. ha, he’s been a friend since grade school, so he’s actually left with no choice. poor guy.