Archive for July 16th, 2006

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Jul

cowardspeak

in one of my earlier blogs, i’ve mentioned that when you come to a certain age, you practically have an idea of what you are and what you’re capable of doing. i said then that i’m one conceited individual who claims she’s intelligent and who’s ready for everything that’s thrown at her. who knows what she’s doing and what she’ll do.

well, i still believe that. however, if there’s one thing i don’t know, it’s how to NOT BE SINGLE. let’s face it, i’ll be 27 in a couple of weeks. all those years i’ve been on my own. i do things with and and by myself. i have never been on a date, never been asked, and even if asked will generally bolt at the hint of an xy’s invitation. yeah, i’m that coward.

so there. being single is my way of life. taking a new path as what most people around me has been hinting is a path i don’t know i should be treading. my closest of friends often claim that i have a knack at complicating things, and i could only surmise that I would do the same thing with the xy’s life. so why tread the path? why complicate another person’s life? i do that successfully with my own life? why drag another person?

<why not, vet?>