Archive for September, 2006

17
Sep

crazy saturday night

left the office yesterday around past four in the afternoon. i was scheduled to watch the play M Butterfly at the teatro casino. got complimentary ticket to watch it as one of my officemates played the lead role. i agreed to met up with line at the waterfront hotel lobby to watch the play together. not wanting to be late, i decided against going home to change clothes. instead, i opted to shop for a shirt. found one and proceeded to go the counter to pay for it. as fate would have it, i felt something amiss with my beautiful u. as soon as i paid for the shirt, i ran to the nearest john. bang, wham! i had to text line, that i might not be able to make it to our agreed meeting. it’s past 6 pm and the play’s slated at 7pm. i hopped on a cab and went straight home, to take care of my beautiful u. had a quick shower and was advised to call off my evening plans. anxious, i was tempted to heed my mother and sister’s advice to not go. however, i promised nell that i would be there to watch his play. i missed the original show sched last sept. 2 because of a fever. i very well couldn’t cancel again because of my beautiful u. i’ve been fighting against the caprices of my beautiful u that i fought the urge to succumb to its demands. armed with lots of non-wings and a blue curetee?? , hopped on a cab to catch the play. though i arrived past 7pm, i apparently still had 5 minutes before the show starts [at least according to guy near the casino's security check counter.] now, finding line in the nearly dark theater became the name of the game. after a few minutes of trying to locate her, found her sitting at a front row seat. caught up with her, in time for the singing of the national hymn.

overall, the play was good. i wouldn’t say that the production was exceptional for i have seen better ones. neither would i say that it was barely passable. well, the story in itself was exceptional, so that more than compensate my disappointment to the performance of the actor playing Monsieur Rene Gallimard. Perhaps because I was in the front row seat that I somehow had a dislike over the actor’s performance. No one can blame me as I could clearly hear a person <whom i’m assuming was the stage manager> coached the actor with his forgotten lines. No wonder he had a penchant to stay at the side of the stage. as to the lead actor, i’m biased to say that he’s good because he’s my officemate..hehehe, no kidding aside. nell, as m butterfly was good. ha, i so like his "I’m just a modest Chinese girl" line. i couldn’t help but admire him every time he gives his "innocent/naive smile" to Monsieur Gallimard. I also applaud him for kissing the old dork. well, he’s an actor so he did a good job. though, I expected a full frontal strip, his version of the "I’m a man" revelation wasn’t bad either. generally, the whole play was a success in its own right. there were lots of hilarious scenes and witty lines.

after the play, line and I came up to congratulate our officemate. as soon as i left my seat, i simultaneously learned that I literally left a mark at the waterfont hotel. hmmm, i reserved the right to keep mum on the statement i wrote prior to this. with my ever reliable sarong, line and i had a little episode with the hotel elevator as we kept on pressing the wrong floor. hehehe…

as line and i came to watch the play without having our dinner, we had a quick stop at tsibog’s over at salinas drive. mein, those who would have seen us could only shake their heads had they seen what we’ve ordered. lol^^

both of us, not wanting to call it a night rode a jeepney going to 22nd st. comedy bar at mango avenue. it was karaoke night and there were four tagalog-speaking hosts [though 3 of which are bisaya]. it was my first time to visit the place and I would say it wasn’t bad for a 75-peso entrance + a glass of frozen margarita. the whole place was cracking up with laughter. the hosts were very talented. i’d say it’s a good place to cap your night. i don’t recommend it to people who have issues with space though. i also don’t recommend it to people who can’t handle teasing or personal attacks.

02
Sep

2.7

rarely do i think about my birthday. i’m not big on celebrations and the whole shebang. surprisingly, weeks before i turned 2.7, i had the unusual preoccupation about it. heck, i’ve been telling people that it’d be my birthday on Agos2. i often catch myself speculating about what will happen on that day. i’ve no idea what’s going on, but i can’t help myself to think about it then.

agos1.
a week before, i filed for leave from work. i told myself that as a gift, i’ll spend my day sleeping…haha. yeah, to spend my birthday in the land of zzzz…..

now, a day before my birthday, i was in for a surprise. well, ruined the  surprise actually. normally, i’m the last person to eat lunch in our company. as i was to enter our kitchen, yam casually blocked the door and told me not to enter. oblivious me, didn’t find anything unusual and just proceeded to enter the room to get my food. hahaha.. at the corner table by the fridge, ley and ‘lil boy ivan were frantically trying to light all 27 candles on my birthday cake. darn those naughty boys… Cake1 

27_candles 27 candles my…they’re lucky that i’m fond of them.

if i hadn’t reached this age, i wouldn’t have experienced having my own birthday cake. haha…my very first cake after so many years. thus, jhulz insisted that i blow the candles and cut the cake…

Blowthecandles_2 Cutthecake                     Ivanandley

‘lil boy ivan and ley digging in their big slice of the cake… Ivan Dsc01466

and here’s master kram giving me a piece of his mind: Masterkram_1 "if naa mangutana pila na imo edad, stick lang jud ka sa 24, gang. kani jud imo mind set pirmi." Arbie                                      arbie reacts while epoy agrees Epoy_2and so does everyone

Everyone_1                          anyway, i owe this little surprise treat to two wonderful little girls in my life…     thanks to yam and line Yam 

for making the effort andLine  making me feel that i deserve this much treatment. i often ask myself if there’s something worthwhile i do to others that would prod them to provide me happiness and my weirdo mind would usually reply, na-ah vet. you do nothing to others and your little existence doesn’t matter much to them. however, what you guys did more than contradict my pessimistic mind. to which, i’ll remain grateful. i also appreciate the thought that you shield me from taking on more burden that you’d rather opt to keep your concerns to yourself. as much as i want to coerce you about sharing your burdens, i know i can’t do that. nevertheless, i take comfort in the idea that you both have enough fortitude and smarts within you. again, thank you for this surprise…. and to jen Jen thanks for your gift.                     

02
Sep

is it shameful?

August 18
11:35 PM
3/F MIT Bldg.

Friday night. I’m still in the office trying to finish a set. nope, it’s not martyrdom that prompted me to stay this late. neither can it be called workaholism. i’m still here because i have a deadline tomorrow. moreover, i wouldn’t allow this deadline to make me MISS a weekend getaway with a couple of my girl friends from college. as useless, i’m cramming <technically, as of this moment..NA-AAH, as i’m taking a break and writing this>, because my friggin’ body hasn’t been up to its usual healthy self. i missed work yesterday, and this day didn’t present any better, health-wise. most of the morning i fought the urge to go home and sleep off the nagging pain in my stomach <it’s like someone’s trying to squeeze dry my intestines.> in between my trying to focus on a set and trying to update my team’s progress, were countless trips to the bathroom as the food from breakfast was trying to push its way out. mein, i hate the acid that i could taste in my mouth.

side track.

ha. it usually happens like this. when i’m sitting, doing nothing, my ‘lil old brain usually randomly plays out numerous comments that i hear from here and there. then, i’d rush and grab hold of a pen and paper to try to capture the rapid thoughts flashing in my head. just a few minutes ago, the thought that flashed through my head with great intensity was my officemates’ fascination for match-making lately. bang! i’ve got no statistics at hand, but perception is very clear that majority seems to be quite enamored listening to tales that a certain "he" likes a certain "she" or that "she" likes "he". right. it’s so high school. my sentiments exactly. now what juggles my supposedly complicated little brain is the flashing thought <read: warning signal! as in flashing red bulb: VET! you’re 2.7. this isn’t high school! you are no longer 14, 15, or 16! at your age, you’re not suppose to indulge in that kind of high school behavior!> now, i’m well aware of that. what i’m not well aware about is why i DO indulge in such a behavior. WHY NOW? for crying out loud, i’ve never even had the experience talking with some female friends/classmates about crushes way back when my identity was 92-xxxx. truthfully, i couldn’t recall engaging in such a behavior. abnormal, isn’t it? now it beats me why i freely listen <sometimes talk about crushing on people>. a big part of my hypothalamus shouts "SHAME on you, vet!" the smaller part defends "why not? she’s normal, after all!"