dear pink dimples,
i hate starting off a letter with an apology. however, i have to do it for the stupid thing i did to you earlier today. i don’t know what came into me and i dragged you to that place/event. i apologize with great remorse <sniff, sniff… sigh> for such an inconsiderate behavior. it was very childish of me, not to mention insensitive, for insisting on seeing the place and the characters without any regard for your feelings and wishes. i recognize that there was nothing to it, as you said, so i apologize for still pressing that there’s really something that you only keep to yourself.
as much as i want to turn back time, and proceed directly to our original engagement instead of dropping there, i’ve no power to make it possible or to undo it. please accept my sincerest apology. know that you are the last person i want to hurt or offend. i admit, when you are concerned, i don’t seem to guard my words nor my actions. i am often just myself, which unfortunately often spells disaster. i apologize for pushing it, for relying heavily on the fact that i’m your friend and for taking too much comfort on the idea that whatever silly thing i may do, you’ll still forgive me anyway. i shouldn’t have abused your immense goodness. it was not an appropriate thing to do after all the good cheers you’ve brought to my life. your laughter and your positive outlook in life [bisan sige lang ko nimo kasab.an] were and are the things that provide relief from all the difficulties presented to me especially these past months and the years before when i casually dropped by your house uninvited and unannounced.
please pardon me if i opted to do it here. this is just my attempt to rectify the situation. should there be people who saw us yesterday, i wanted them to know that you had no part in it. it was my own stupid maneuver.
-llp
