hi there!
apparently i couldn’t shake it off. the need to communicate with you. i generally don’t want anything except the time to have mindless chats. i don’t want a relationship. a labeled relationship. i just want you — for purposes of gabbing away the boredom, happiness, and worries in life. though i craved the experience of a relationship, my thought processes often arrive at the conclusion that it shouldn’t be done. it cannot be done. add the fact that you’re not also in the game and i’m much of a coward to be IN the game. so there.
haha, i so look forward to the day that you’ll happily wait for your bride at the altar. in my own wacko mind, it’s the ultimate signal to reveal my truths. the ultimate period so to speak [funny that i should say that when nothing has began or will ever begin...., told you i'm full of shit]. it definitely will hurt, but i’ll be truly beaming with happiness for you. i know that when you do decide to take that leap with your woman, it’d be the best decision you’ll ever make in your lifetime.
darn, why couldn’t you have asked the right question yourself? embarrassing as the answer might be, i would have given it to you straight and fair.
btw [think you're in japan or korea today:
HAPPY WHITE DAY!!!! [look it up/google it...]
no chocolates just truth bit by bit…
