let’s just say i did the most pathetic thing imaginable. i’ve been meaning to do it for the longest while, yet i never had the courage to do it. then just one day. in one of those sleepless nights, i just turned on my pc and started hitting the keyboard. satisfied with what i wrote and after buckets of teardrops, i hit the send button. darn, it’s probably the most embarrassing letter i’ve ever written in all my 27 years and 7 months of existence.
but ha, it did feel really good telling the person my whole truth. i can generally claim that it’s true what they say about burdens being lifted from your shoulders. however, writing that letter is just the first step. i didn’t anticipate the uncanny feeling of waiting for the reply. or the feeling brought by the uncertainty of whether the person will reply oR the fear of the contents, if the person replies. geez, in as much as writing that letter took some courage, so did opening the person’s reply.
so there’s his name in my inbox.
suffice it to say, that the title of this post can speak for the feeling after reading the reply.
p.s.
if you happen to chance upon this post… my deepest gratitude. you can’t imagine the depths of it. gracias.
