infinitepossibilities

i need help.

i need to shout. i have to scream.

i don’t know why this is happening.

all i know is i’m upset over something.

yet, i don’t know why i’m having this extreme reaction.

extreme anger is never my style.

yet, i’m angry. furious.

i feel like vomiting just to let the energy out. yet, i can’t throw up either. i refuse to throw up.

if only this quick breaths will normalize to a steady beat and i’ll be fine.

geez, what’s happening?

i have no time for this. i still have belarus to think about.