Archive for June 24th, 2007

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Jun

god’s a jokester

yeah, i’ve come to believe that the greatest being up above is just like an ordinary person. he pulls pranks just like any other person would. case in point:

i just remembered having a one-way conversation to the almighty. well, contrary to what i often think of myself, i do talk to the big guy on a daily basis. he’s just the best choice to talk to because first and foremost, he doesn’t talk back and when he does it’s usually in the form that makes me crack up. one time, i had a conversation with the dude. i remember telling him that i’m tired of being on my own. i’m tired of going to the movies alone, eating out alone, making travel dreams alone. i’m simply tired of speculating if i’m going to lead the next few years of my life alone, when secretly i’ve already convinced myself that i would. thus, just for pure fun and with nothing much to look forward to, i kinda told our father to just humor me. i told him to put my thoughts at ease and just have one guy <no particular xy in mind> ask me to dance. if that happens, then i’d know that there’s an xy to look forward to. then two or three months after that conversation - out of nowhere my msn popped bearing the message "—, let’s dance the swing for the party…" hahaha.. i was like, c’mon GOD don’t do this. i found it so funny, not because i believe it was an answered prayer, but because the person HE used was the last person i expected. i also found it funny because i didn’t once believe god will play along with my little joke. hehehe, i’m also convinced that it was just pure coincidence, not a part of a great plan. next step: change the condition, hehehe.